Today I got up at 715(mountain time)then my mom wanted me to go get her cigs I did but didn't smoke on the walk there or back. I was doing well feeling sick but staying busy. Then 11 rolled around and I craved fall down and smoked. I feel like shit for letting a lot of people down. I have not smoked for almost two hours now. Ugh I need to find a better way to get passed the first few days. I am starting over so here we go.
Marie