Still hanging in there. No cigarettes but tempted. I read someone's post that the months between 1 and 4 are no man's land, very dangerous. I get that. I have been seriously tempted a few times. Still am. But my friend is dying now I think. Its been less than three months since diagnosis. She is going home from the hospital to be set up in a hospital bed in the living room. I do not see this as a good sign. This is a very good site that has helped me stay without cigarettes for this long, and I thank you all very much for helping. I am going to stay the course but it is not easy. Talk soon.