Share your quitting journey
Had a light bulb go on above my head today!!! Good thing.
See, here's whats been going on: I've had so many "thoughts" lately of smoking. "What would it be like", "Could I just have one", "What were the reasons again that I quit?"
Now, these aren't urges or craves.....they are "thoughts". Some call it "romancing the smoke".
But I couldn't figure out why now when I haven't thought of smoking for months.
I've been watching "The Killing" on Netflix. 3 seasons of the detective show. The primary player was quitting smoking at the beginning of the first season and she turned down her partners offer of a cigarette over and over as she popped gum in her mouth. Well, as the intensity rose in the series she started smoking again. Now (with 2 more shows to finish this off) she frequently sits in her car following some major thing and smokes. I watch her and think "she should quit again" but I think it has been affecting me.
Will I smoke because I've watched this show? NO Do I want to smoke BECAUSE OF THIS SHOW? NO. This is part of my addiction. This will probably happen at different times in my life.
The great thing is that I figured out the WHY of all my thoughts of smoking.
Now, I can let them go.....they are just that.......THOUGHTS and I DON'T HAVE TO ACT ON THEM.
Just thought I would share my epiphany with you.
Sharon 288 DOF.......I'm getting close to 300!
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