Sometimes I feel like I am not equipped to deal with regular life. Meaning I hate paperwork. and phone calls to companies. My parents were hippies and some how the taking care of business aspect wasn't really pounded into me at all. They were young when they had me, and honestly sometimes I was the one taking care of business. Not sure what they were doing.
I had to do my taxes today. I know everyone has to do this...but ug, the government is taking my return to pay my defaulted student loans. It's not like i have less money today than I did yesterday. But it does suck. that's all I can say. Good news I will have less interest to pay. blah. I don't even hardly understand what interest is....
When I got out of the office (where they help people like me do our taxes) I really,really felt like smoking. Because that is exactly what I did when I left that office last year. A bunch a crazy people in there getting help from really nice people that volunteer their time to help us. So I must be crazy. I don't know. Well I know I"m not, but i had to put my MP3 player on so I couldn't hear their craziness at one point.
So in between fits of looking for papers in my messy non organized filing system, I did remember breath deep, seems to be the only thing that helps sometimes. Then I did eat some cookies. It's like cookies are the new cigarette.
I guess that's all I've got, it could have been considered a good day, took a lot of pictures of my sewing projects for blogs and such. It's easier to work at work, which is what I will be doing tomorrow.
I have been quit for about 5 months, my quit keeper is broken and wont open, so I have saved about 1400$ and that's a good thing. Keep coming back it works if you work it.
