Determined

[Charelle22]

 I I am having a hard time because I feel like even though I want to quit I think everybody that smokes has a deep desire to quit I don’t like the smell of them I don’t like hiding to smoke I don’t like the luxe I get but this time I’m quitting because I’m having a spinal fusion I’m having a metal rod put in my back and the doctor said I have to not smoke and I have to stay in non-smoker so Innoway I feel like I’m being forced but it’s some thing I really do need to do and I want my life back