I am very optimistic today don't know why. Weather is good outside sunny maybe togas why. I was so down last night but today is different. I just realize soon or latter I have to quit or I die. I single mom and I wanna enjoy my son. When I used to smoke I feel miserable and even while I was smoking I was fighting to quit. I think we can all do this. I just pray this journey goes easy on me. Btw I called my doctor he called in for chantix I mean it's only fist day I didn't feel anything but wee see
