so happy...to have accomplished my goal of having lil baby boy Charlie smoke and nicotine withdrawl free. I must stay on guard though because even though I KNOW logically that I made the best choice ever by giving up the dirtiest grossest habit...the thoughts still keep creeping in, the lil voice saying "it would be nice to have a cigarette" and as long as I keep my guard UP and tell that lil thought EACH and EVERY time it enters my head to KICK ROCKS...i will succeed at this long term..and thats the goal..to stay smoke free for the rest of my life to breathe clean air and breathe deeply every day for myself...for my kids...