It seems that I have been having cravings that are increasing in intensity. That sucks. I went through the first 3 days, then the first week then month and now at roughly 50 days the cravings start again?
I know that I have a bit more stress than usual lately, but come on!!! I promise I dont need a reminder of those first days. They are still strong in my memory. I keep thinking "I wonder if so and so will notice they are missing a cig?" Or nobody will know but me.
Now I have to tell myself. Its been 53 days!! What are you thinking that for?" I then immediatly straighten myself out. NOT!!! I still think no one will know. Oh well. NOT GOING TO DO IT!!! I am a non smoker!!!
Oh and Dale if you are reading this......No smartelic comments!! Im bitchy today!!!!
