I've had a tough couple weeks. Not with wanting to smoke. I've been waiting for biopsy results. They came back negative for cancer and I am so greatful. I turned 50 this year and told myself for the hundreth time that this was the year I was going to take care of myself. Well, today is 50 days since my birthday and I have been 50 days smoke free. I have no desire to smoke at all. I feel so much better without the smoking. My ankles are not swelling up during the day. I can walk and walk without getting so badly out of breath I have to stop. I can go to bed at night without coughing up a lung. I smell better. Food tastes better (that might be a problem??) I feel comfortable without smoking. I am so happy! Thanks to everyone that has given me support over the past 50 days.