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Day 245, but my 2nd round of holidays

Mrs.Rum
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So last year at this time I was not smoking, I hadn't yet had my relapse.  And I truly believe Dale is right - two year's worth. 

I've really only had one craving this season, it wasn't awful but had I not been expecting it I think the outcome might have been different.  I only gave it a moment's thought which really amounted to "Nice try amigo."  But it was that familiar seductive feeling.  That feeling that has you out on the porch before you know what's happened.  The feeling that leads to romancing. 

I know that next year's holidays will be no problem now, but I'm glad I'd had the warning from Dale.  

It's so much easier to think "I know what to do with you!" and do it - than to think "Why can't I be done with this already!" and fall prey.  If that makes sense. 

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