Ok for one I am not sure if I can blog this, if not sorry..
I was not raised to be a QUITTER, so therefore I am not going to look at this as Quitting smoking.. Honestly, with each Puff of a smoke your are slowly killing your self.. I am NOT quitting, I am Done Committing Suicide.
Thats all I am going to write on that.. hope how I feel does NOT get me in trouble, or offend anyone..
But as for today it was not all easy, got up at 5am got ready for work still ok, worked not thought about a smoke got a few tips on being smoke free from a co worker whom is 22 days free. got into car still ok.... came home and ok but hubbys room STUNK like cigs... and it make me sick.... YUK.... but he did air out the house and the house smelled GREAT but his room... so I shut his door and made it clear that he is not helping me by smoking..we work diff shifts so we have our own bedroom. thats good now, I am not traped in there with the smoke....