Hi All,
I had 9 hours under my belt and then it hits me! I have no money to pay the lawn man, so I'm walking home from the train and stop at the store get the money to pay the grass man. I go to the counter and the man grabs my brand and put them on the counter (he's used to it). Right there I had a small battle and I lost. I paid for them and got the cash back and went home. The entire night I found myself walking to my purse and away from it. Finally, at 8p one hour after my 12th hour, I tore into them. I smoked and I told myself that I didn't need it. I had gone all day and there was no pain, no sickness, do I want to die?
I tossed the cigarette I was smoking and the entire pack down the toilet!
I'm still excited I accept the fact that I am no longer smoking! I'm still not telling anyone but you... my Ex Fam.
