In the beginning of my journey to QUIT I was not a very happy camper. I think we all go through the phase of mood swings, For me I was just mean and contankerous. But along the way I suddenly lost the desire to want nicotine or smoke, I also lost the mean streak from the withdrawl off the nicotine. that was a bad time for me along my journey, But I knew I could not do this alone, I also had all of you backing me, and my HIGHER POWER which is always with me. Now I have been a more calmer, and serene individual, I owe this feeling to determination, and a real commitment to myself, For the Newcomers it's ok to be scared and even be a little mean, Just don't pick up. I am a happy camper now. MAY GOD BLESS US ALL WITH ANOTHER SMOKE FREE DAY.