The last week and a half I felt very on edge, not myself, and scattered. Today I woke up feeling a little more myself and I am so glad. There are still some moments that are pretty white-knuckle (stress and driving are still triggers) but all in all I feel quite proud of myself and secure in my quit. My birthday is Wednesday and I succeeded in my goal of being quit before that day. On that day I will be on day 21, and I use the saying that it takes 21 days to build a habit as a mantra to keep me going during the rough patches. My new habit is being an ex-smoker and I couldn't be happier. Thank God for this site. It has been a wonderful support and a fun distraction. I'm going on 3 weeks and I feel fine!
Thank you, my friends.