Angry

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All I feel is rage and anger. Been smoking for 20 years, I usually put a cigarette in my mouth when Im about to say something stupid or mean. For now I just stay away from people and loved ones including my kids which I don't like to be away from. Been 7 days and I have missed ALOT OF TIME with my 4 year old. Still having night sweats and not sleeping. I am irriatated beyond measure.