Well life does get better - but realized that without my crutch of stinky smoke I'm feelin a lot less socially adept which is so strange because I SMELL BETTER..... but my fear of people is still there so now I get to BE PRESENT and Accept myself as I am and learn to reach out and BE REAL -
I need you all here for feedback. I know I will stay smoke free but have no idea when NML ends and when some other designation begins...... all i know today is that i am FREE OF CIGS and I like it!!!
No struggle or mishap or problem is worth picking up them smoking sticks.
