May 1, 2010. Well today is starting off on a good note. I am not feeling a strong urge to have a cigarette. I still find myself hunting for my cigarettes and trying to figure out what am i looking for. The big thing is feeling the need to go outside but when i get there i remember i don't smoke. So what was the rush? It almost seems humorous. Basically i just catch myself hunting and wanting to rush somewhere but can't figure out why. Once i realize what i am doing, i just sit back and smile. I just say to myself, " I don't smoke anymore. ha ha" I will say that i find that i have more time to do things because those nasty things took up a lot of my time because i did not smoke in my house. I sat outside in a gazebo with satellite tv and smoked all day because i did not want to go inside. Now i get more stuff done in the house and for "weather" sake i don't stand in a rainstorm anymore. Welcome newbies. Best wishes to you on your quit.
