Today, makes me 47 days smoke Free and I came as close as you can to giving in to the craving. Work has been really stressful, you have certain Coworker's that can never do anything wrong and is always shown favoritism. Today, I was tired of getting walked on, and I had a complete melt down. All I could think about was smoking a cigarette; I felt like I was back at day 1. I didn't won't to listen to anyone, I just wanted a cigarette. My husband told me that I couldn't just smoke one cigarette, that I'd be back to smoking again, he said, that I should get back on here and talk to all of you about the situation. Now I'm here at work, trying to write a quick blog.. I really could use some advice, support, etc. Thank all of you for being here for me.