Its so hard to believe I have made it this far. I stuck to the one day at a time and now 43 days later I am still counting :] The one thing that I was not really ready for was the dreams that I have now. I dream about smoking a lot and its crazy to me how much smoking took over my life. I truely believe I have quit for good but to still have these dreams has just been a wake up to know I can never trun my back on my quit....... May 3rd is going to be my 36th Birthday and I can not wait to have a smoke free Birthday for the first time. Thanks everyone who has been there this community has been the biggest reason for my 43 days free!!!!
