31 days

[tabithah]

So, I am at 31 days quit. My husband and I started this journey together, and he has given up! Most of my friends/co-workers don't smoke, so it was pretty easy in the beginning. But, since my husband has gone back to smoking, it has gotten extremely hard! Every morning we would go outside and smoke and drink coffee together, and every evening after dinner we would set outside and smoke and talk. I don't go outside with him because that makes the urge to smoke that much stronger, but just knowing that he is outside smoking and that those cigarettes are just laying on the counter and that I have full access to them....kills me!!! I am determined to do this! I have high blood pressure and diabetes due to having PCOS....this puts me at an even greater risk of massive, adverse effects from the smoking than the average person! PLUS, we have 3 kids that we are setting poor examples for by smoking! Just looking for some extra support and reassurance that I can do this!!!