Ok so first things first. Thank you God for giving me 31DOF! There were times that I didn't think that I was making it, and even more times when I just didn't want to make it, but you NEVER gave up on me. You NEVER turned away when my moodswings made me an unbearable person to be around, even to myself but you stayed right there with me. You NEVER judged, you NEVER laughed or made light of my situation, and you NEVER doubted my ability to quit. Instead you did what you do best which is be God and be there and help me be and stay strong. I could never thank you enough!!!! Now onto my EX Family. Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!! I've been away on purpose. Rest your minds, I haven't quit on my quit by a long shot, but I just wanted to just center myself before my 1 month anniversary. I've spent alot of time with my mom and son. And I've spent some time just kicking it with me and enjoying my own non smoking company. Have I missed you guys? OF COURSE! Was it killing me not to blog? Well DUH!! LOL!!! I don't know I just felt like I wanted to do something different but meaningful for ME for this particular celebration .Know and believe that I didn't stop thinking about or praying for you guys! ALL of you!!! I also want to say thank you to those of you that reached out to me and checked on me! I LOVE YOU!!! You know who you are ; )))))) I say this a LOT and I don't care, but regardless of how much I hated the withdrawls IT IS ALL WORTH IT! Reminding myself that if I were to light up and start smoking again, that I would have to go through all of that all over again has kept me and it WORKS!!! I like the new me when I thought that I wouldn't and everyday is a learning experience! YOU CAN MAKE IT!!!! My affirmation for today is "GOD can do ANYTHING but fail. Is there ANYTHING too hard for GOD? NO!" Still not quitting on my quit! N.O.P.E cuz S.I.N.A.O ! ! !
