Good afternoon everyone,
My name is Ryan, I am new here....it's been three days since I've had a cigarette and I am pretty excited about it. I find myself often admiring those who don't smoke and thinking to myself how different my life would be, funny how things change over time; when I was young it was the other way around.
I don't necessarily crave a cigarette, I crave the moments I used to regularly have when smoking. Examples are coffee on Saturday morning with a cigarette listening to the morning birds - I can still have that mediative moment without a smoke (thinking about a yoga or tai chi on Saturday mornings). When my husband comes home we usually sit outside and share how our days were while we both smoke - I'm thinking about taking up cooking classes so we can have easy gourmet dinners, talk then. I mentioned to him the other night I have always wanted to play the double bass he excitedly said I should do it, I think I'm going t pursue it.
The big one, I have wanted to be Physician Assistant ever since I was U.S. Navy Hospital Corpsman. I have been pursuing it for years, the prerequisites. I think it's finally time to accomplish one of my biggest dreams.
I'm amazed at how one little thing like smoking really effects your entire life.
Btw, husband and I are quitting together.