Today or should I say yesterday was extremely hard. Just found out my mom is really sick. She has been my rock my whole life and I have been hers. After the news, I can't lie but I wanted take 1 dragg off one, but that will not solve anything but make things worse. I can't imagine life without her. Not only am I dealing with my issues, now I'm seriously worried about her. I will admitt I drank a lot of caffeine yesterday. I just needed something 😩.. I pray everyone trying to quit or in the process of quitting makes it through. Because your health is way more important than a puff that takes you nowhere but the grave..