Merry Christmas & Happy New Year to all my friends & supporters here ! Hope you had a very great time with family and/or close friends. It was a sad feeling knowing this time last year my Mom was here enjoying the tree we put up & the lights on her house. She was pretty aware of everything, then took her major decline in January. It feels very strange without her & now accepting the reality that I have lost BOTH parents now. I missed hugging them on Christmas & giving them a gift that I knew they would like. I feel like an orphan, & it's scary knowing I am "next in line". I miss them both so much. I still have to get thru the 3rd anniv. of my Father's death, which will be on New Years Eve morning. They both died in their home, where Jack & I are still staying until it is sold.
I have not forgotten my family here at EX, I just have not been on the site for a while, concentrating on other things & preparing a large memory book for each of my boys & my siblings. I have been working on them for about 4-5 months, but I know they will love them!
Love & peace & strength to all of you. & stay away from that nasty dangerous smoking!