Sorry that I haven’t posted in awhile. I have been going through a lot of stressful garbage lately, have been getting depressed, and have been sleeping alot to keep my quit. I did make it through visiting my daughter without smoking and I noticed that they are cutting way back on their smoking which helped. I told my sister about the scammer and she ended up saying alot of bad things about me which was lies and she even called my daughter and told her her lies trying to end my relationship with my daughter, granddaughter, son-in-law and me which ended my relationship with my sister. I also have the Deacons and Pastor of the Church I have been going to since I was a child holding a loan for a mattress over my head which I tried to pay back but they said that I didn’t have to and now they won’t help me financially ever again. I am still not smoking even with dealing with all of this stuff that is going on in my life.
