I can't say it enough...Thank you! Thank all of you for being there for me. Whether I was in good spirits or barely making sense in my blogs. You have all been there. I truly believe that this time I will stay quit! My husband is on board with the lifestyle change, and my mother is talking with her doctor about her options to start her quit. My emotional state is much better than it was in the beginning of this journey. However, I still am feeling depression off and on. At this point, I know it is not from the lack of nicotine. I am experiencing change in my life, at all angles, change. I have decided to ride the wave of change, and embrace the challenge. I know where I was 104 days ago, but 104 days from now I have no clue where I will be. I know I will not be a smoker! But, as for what, when, where I might be...the sky is the limit. I can't decide whether to go back to school, or possibly open a yoga studio? I have been very inspired by my ups and downs. As the saying goes, "I have reached the high end of low." So, I know I'm on the upswing! Eventually, things will feel normal. I pray. Peace and Namaste-Mrs. Brock