I bought a reward for myself for making it through my first week, as was recommended by someone on here.
I got a fancy bath bomb that cost about the same as 1 pack of cigarettes. It was hard to get myself to justify the expense, for something that will just go down the drain. I never had a hard time coming up with the money to buy a pack of cigarettes, even though when I added up how much I was spending in a month or a year or my lifetime it was truly horrifying— I always felt like I NEEDED them, or at least really really enjoyed them and they were worth it. For something that was actively harming me! And I was just going to light on fire and then throw away. What madness.
