Walthen Glad to hear from you! We can do this! First let's change the language! You said you are going to "try" again and you "hope" you can do it! Try and hope are words used when thing are out of your control! Like winning the lottery! This is within your grasp and you do have control! Make a commitment and honor your word to yourself! A lot of people here have done that! We know how and we will help you!