kent318 I wasn't kicked out just let go and told just keep trying he said he thought i just had to much hardships in my life at that time but thats life right.He said he new i was dedicated so he thought i could do it later.been smoking for 30 yrs an stopped twice for 30 days at a time the first time my mom died and i couldnt handle it the next time my dad had a stroke funny they both happend 30 days exactly wich is a trigger time anyway but i dont want to give in this time i will always have hard times in my life ill just have to deal with it.
