Moody_9-18-13 Hello Sweet Lady, Thank you for being the first person to offer help and understanding. I'm scared of the unknown I guess. Scared of letting go of this security blanket I've carried around since I was 13. I do however think I am strong enough to stop smoking. Thank you so much for adding me to your friends list I will do the same. Have a wonderful day and stay close. Haha 😉