Wow, where to begin?
I guess I should start by saying I'm not big on posting my thoughts on the internet and if I've ever written a blog before, I didn't know I was doing it. If I'm not doing this right, please give me some pointers.
I have tried quitting a few (lost count after seven) times before, it seems to get a little easier everytime I try. Also, I haven't tried to quit with support from anyone other then my husband. I told my mom and my brother about trying to quit, but didn't turn to them when things were getting hard.
Truth and dare time. Truth: I have trust issues so there are very few people that I count as friends. Dare: I dare myself to cut one of my triggers off completely today.
UPDATE: I have resisted the urge to go outside and smoke after I have finished eating today by spending time with my kids. It's not a great start, but most of my favorite books take longer then a day to read.
