55 days without cigarettes, it seems like yesterday... And I thought it would be so much harder. The craves come and go, I get up from my desk and walk, speak with someone, at home I have my kitties and puppies, and mom. We have a saying in Romanian:"if you don't have elders at home, go buy some". But I do and she keeps me straight, thanks mom...she is seeing me as an ex more than I see myself.
But I am proud of what I accomplished so far, and surprise myself going for hours without thinking of smoking.
i also know I am still very vulnerable, in the NML, right?
Should I be on my toes? I want to stay free of smoking forever, with all my might!
But is it really this easy? Or am I fooling myself and approaching a failure because I have it too easy?
