Life has been so hectic and crazy these last few years. If any of those who were there are still around, hope you all doing well. For those who may stumble across my blog hope you are doing well and your quit is going well. I havent posted a blog in 306 days and have been smoke free since April 7, 2013. I am here again writing this because today... I had a cigarette.
There was no reason other than my brain was in neutral and resorted to some sort of trigger that i still am not sure what happened. I bummed a smoke from a co worker out of the blue. There were no cravings, no peer pressure, no outside "stress" that drove me to smoke. My co workers smoke and i just dropped my guard. Day 1....again.
