...with each challenge (and today was filled with them), I'm gaining a teeny bit of faith....I sometimes see a small glimmer of light.
Delayed the morning smoke by 20 min's....strange, but in 2 days, I'm kindof getting use to this....thought it would have been torturous....it's not, it's ok.
Had a stinko work day, no lunch break, thank goodness I had 3 cookies in my car.... I took 10 min's and grabbed them....spent the day hungry & stressed...
In addition I had to work almost 3 hours OT....grrrr
Went to the farm fair when I got home with my husband, daughter and baby bear.....that was another 3 hours of no smoking.
I can clearly see several times that I would have lost had I decided to quit, instead of working with this plan....for me, at this time in my world, this seems to be my best shot at quitting....just honoring these changes has its challenges, so I truly can see....this plan is necessary for me.
Tired, going to bed....but MUST shower first zzzzzzzzz
