Worst fights in a long time today (july3rd)with Nic. I've had to NOPE all over the place. He's been brutally relentless and I'm exhausted. He won't win, but it's been a rough battle. I'm still feeling it today. (This is an edited blog from Friday). I know it's some isolation and loneliness. It's depression and anxiety. I need to get in and have my meds reevaluated like ASAP. I know I will win against Nic. But the other fights I'm not as strong.
My weird thing from July 3rd. Mom would have been 77 yrs old yesterday. And I'm 77 days quit. Odd coincidence.
As always thanks for all the support. My caring, giving, supporting friends from eX!!
