Share your quitting journey
Most days I'm pretty positive.
Most days I can encourage others because I have "enough" to give.
Most days I love myself and those around me.
Today:
Pain level is high...due to weather? Due to back eating "bad" foods? Due to emotional stress?
Feeling lonely. Haven't talked to kids. Worried about them but being stubborn and thinking "they should contact me". Missing my sister Mary who passed last summer. Wishing I had a "significant other", but only on my terms (bad me, bad me!)
Feeling overwhelmed: Behind on paperwork from work. Needing to finish cleaning prior to inspection this week. Should be working on some crafts I have started.
Dark cloudy raining. I need SUN!!!!
Pain level. Did I mention this already? Well, it deserves another mention because it is high.
Intense fatigue. Iron level is dropping. D3 level is WAY low (15, low normal is 30). I'll probably get high dose medication to bring it up when dr is back in clinic on Tues. Meanwhile, I get up and 2 hours later need to take a nap.
STINKS! All of this.
Here is my gratitude for today:
No urges to smoke and make it "better". Because it wouldn't make any of it better. In fact, it would make it all worse. None of this would be a factor to give up a 658 day Quit.
Not posting this because I'm needing "poor Sharon" comments back.
Just venting.
Thanks for listening.
Tomorrow is another day!
Sharon
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