Today, I am grateful that i got to have a picnic outside with my nephews. We had oj, lunchables, humus and pretzel crisps. we found a big branch that had fallen off a pine tree and ate next to that. they told me that it was an alien with 3 heads and that it used to be squishy when it was in space and now its hard. i forget how to play make believe. it's nice to have them around to remind me that it exists. they told me to be the flash and shoot some bad guys and i was confused as to what to do.
it was nice to relax and look up at the sky and see a bumblebee 25 ft up bumbling around. and a dove and a sparrow fighting over teritory and a blackbird putting a nest together. i feel like ive been so obsessed smoking for so long that i forgot that there was an outside to do stuff besides smoke!
Let's see, other stuff i'm grateful for today... i got to jam to some megadeth countdown to extinction on the ride home. i'm grateful that i got to pass back and forth big lebowski quotes with someone at work today. i'm glad that most of the projects i started at work today i was able to complete. i'm grateful that i've had a day that has been mostly filled with happiness and energy with occasional fear instead of my typical intense anxiety filled with some depression or irritation!.
