hello ex family havent been here in awhile. Im doing fine with my quit. Im at 570 days..
been fantasizing about smoking lately.. seems that always happens right before i get sick.. and darn it if i didnt wake up with a 101 fever today...
I think its because my body is so used to smoking that anytime it feels some distress it referrs to the old solution.. after all i did smoke for 43 years!
heck i used to smoke to relax, to get motivated. to start working. to get well, to think, to socialize, to take a time out away from people, to do everything, this is truly a new world...
when i get these fantasies i usuallyfocus more on children they dont smoke, and they can function just fine...i was a child once and i didnt smoke then...and i was healthier,...
so as it turns out i have accepted that smoking is a choice.. and I choose not to...
