Hi friends,
Sorry I have not been around. I have been very busy with my crazy parents and the plumbing in my home. Basically just dealing with a lot of crap 😉 I have been squeezing my quit tightly so as not to let any of these unusual things trip me up. I am proud to say they have not. I remain smoke free.
I hate smoking, but like any bad relationship when all this " strauma" (love that term , thanks!) started, I thought about what it would be like to run back to nic. The familiar feelings, the usual smoking places waiting...and the I thought about the 5 seconds after a puff. The terrible taste. The smell. The feeling of a slight high, and a sharp decline that would only get worse and worse with every puff, every day. The guilt. The fear. So I said "no thanks. I dont do that anymore". To hell with you nicotine!!!!!!!! I am an eX.
Thanks everyone for keeping my mind right with your insight and support.
