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Today has been emotional

annb
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My Sweet Mama's car .... A 96 Crown Vic (Cop car) dear to my heart with only 55k miles. The last car my Dad had. (He wasa Cop!). Well I made the decision to donate her and she was taken today. We called it Ms Beverly's Cream Puff! It was a cream yellow color and a fine looking girl! Many happy memories driving Ms Bev!  Cried more today than I did at her funeral. This car was so"her"!  I admit felt the stirring for the old pacifier cig. The man that came to get her smelled of smoke and I thought hey I could ask him for a cigarette!  Hah!  Then I kinda laughed to myself. When we chatted he coughed a few times and altho prob close to my age he looked a lot older. Well I've been smelling ghost smoke ever since. Very strange!!!  Finally started sniffing some of my essential oils to take it away!  So glad I don't do that anymore and so glad to get through this bittersweet task still Smokefree!!! Yippie!!!  Thanks for listening. :). I'm working on writing another blog too about transitions and turning points and discoveries which I will share later. What a journey we are experiencing!!!! Wishing a peaceful good night to all!!! oxoxo

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