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One Handed White Knuckle driving and day 60!!

bonnie-12-28-14
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We have been getting snow almost every day here in CO for a week now.  It's not that we have gotten that much but it's so cold it keeps on freezing.  On the way home today I noticed that most of the time driving I was driving with one hand very tightly on the wheel.  Of course it's not that I am totally forgetful of my 37 year habit of trying to kill myself but it really did not hit me at first.  I am driving this way since I always had a cigarette in the other hand and pretty much chain smoked on the way to and from work when bad weather.

I am thankful every day for this site and all of you of you who have helped me on my journey.  "Good Morning Mike" explained to me what N.E.F was.  Never ever forget.  I don't know about you but this really does say it all.  I had a small craving yesterday after the nasty long drive home and I though Never Ever Forget.  This did it one drag leads to a full cigarette that leads to right back to where I was.

 I don't ever I mean EVER be there again.  I am dang determined to be in that 6% club and with your help I hope we make this year the 7 or 8% club.  

Thank you everyone be strong and happy.

N.O.P.E.

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