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day 56 gee sleepy

cookie804
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Good morning family. My first post went to outer space so I will try again. For some strange reason I woke up again at 245 am as I did yesterday. I sure hope this does not become a pattern because I cannot go back to sleep. This is a time I genereally smoked also and it seemed at that time to calm me down. Of course now, I know better. My son also has some major issues going on which is keeping me upset but I am trying to keep repeating the serenity prayer. Some of you know exactly what I am talking about, like the world is out there trying to make you loose your quit.  Some people have storms in their life everyday and some have very few. I know my God will never take me anywhere that I cannot endure and He will be there for me. He will carry me through the storm.

The youth had a great time yesterday. Strange nobody wanted to go outside. We watched a horror movie and filled up with junk food and then cooked out.  We have 3 rules=1. whatever we talked about stays within our walls 2. treat everyoe with dignity 3. treat everyone with respect. One youth is going through a major turning point in his life and is really hurting so we talked about it. I am here for them just like you guys are here for me.

I have to cut grass today and prepare my Sunday school lesson. have a great day and God bless

Carolyn

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