Hello. Yes it's been a wild while. I have been the floundering quit start, quit start that Dale just posted about today. It is a very miserable place to be "fer sure"! I've been learning and soul searching since my set back. I was a bit over ambitious to start my quit when I did and it kinda jumped back and bit me. But I'm not sorry that I got started and have come so far! I am so over the stinkin things! Working a new plan and I've got emergency Nic gum (2mg) to take once or twice a day if I get that "I gotta go buy a pack" feeling! I dont think i will need it very long. It is so good to really know I don't want to smoke anymore! Not feeling deprived now. Feeling joyful! If things are rough for you don't give up!!!! You might need to do a "redo" but that's ok. I'm so happy about all the cigs I "haven't" smoked these last weeks and the ones I have smoked I have NOT enjoyed. For now I'm trying not to obsess or think too much but just go about my business without smoking. :-). I don't know if or when I will start "counting" again. But I will keep track and share with you alll when I feel more confident. Altho I've been quiet, I've been reading your blogs every day and am rejoicing for all the days stacking up!!!!! WTG Zackie, Pops, Carol, Deena, Linda,Jennifer, Carolyn, Ellen, Storm, Moody and all the rest of you Champs! Keep on rocking! Oxoxox to everyone!!!!! ❤ Ann
