Should be YAY, the nicotine is out of my system.....
Yet, for me at least, it's always a time that I start to think some not so good thoughts....
Like, well I haven't been off of them that long, so no big deal if I just restart "later; next week; at a less stress-ful time; you name it" I KNOW THIS IS COMPLETE BS, and IT"S THE JUNKIE TALKING, I KNOW!!
Anyway, I can't picture it right now.....even thou I've had it before.....I can't picture the feel of freedom.
I know I'm going to have to just walk forward.....making the choice each day, each moment to either remain smoke-free or not......
I do know, if I can get some more days down, then hopfully looking back at these blogs, will remind me that I DO NOT WANT to have to restart the process all over again....so, remaining smoke-free is the only way to prevent having to restart....
Just some thoughts floating thru my head......repeating itself......got to get a handle, and not fall....I think I'm ok, but I'm not super sure about it.....this is the time period of quitting (for me) that I find iffy....too easily I could fall, too easily I could go back......why, why when all of the nicotine is gone?
