I have had a pretty good day. Windy and a little chilly but I will take it.
I am kind of getting nervous about NML. I have turned back here before. I have told myself that this is it. I don't use the "well if I slip up I will just have to start back at day one" excuse. That is just giving yourself permission to smoke and I have learned this the hard way. I will use the smallest excuse to fall back on. I DON'T TRUST ME AT ALL. I can and will betray myself very fast and with little remorse.
Tomorrow morning I enter NML may it have mercy on me. My I have no mercy on it.
