HELP

[erma2]

HELLO EX FAMILY.  I NEED YOUR HELP TONIGHT.  I AM IN TROUBLE.  I AM VERY STRESSED.  I NOT GOING TO GET IN THE DETAILS BUT BOTTOM LINE IS THE NICODEMON .  I AM IN A FIGHT TONIGHT TO SAVE MY QUIT.  I CANT SLEEP CAUSE I AM STRESSED.  MY ADDICTIVE THINKING IS TELLING ME TO GO TO SPEEDWAY AND TO GET ME A PACK OF SMOKES.  I JUST PLAIN TIRED.  MY MIND IS TELLING ME OR MYSELF THAT A CIGARETTE WILL DISTRACT ME FROM MY TROUBLES.  I THOUGHT I WAS GETTING BACK ON TRACK WITH MY LIFE AND I AM HAPPIER THAN I HAVE BEEN IN A LONG TIME BUT THIS ADDICTION IS BAFFLING ME. I WILL SAY I AM HAVING A LOT OF FAMILT ISSUES.  BUT WHO DONT HUH.  I JUST FEEL LIKE I HAVE HIT ROCK BOTTOM A FEW MONTHS AGO AND I AM TRYING TO CLIMB BACK UP AND MY ADDICTION IS ROARING.  PLEASE HELP.... LOVE TO YOU ALL.....ERMA