21 days

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It's been 3 weeks.  Wow.  I can't believe this has happened.  I am happy and proud but beleive it or not, a little sad.  Like it has finally hit me that I lost a friend.  I had a very stressful three or four days.  It is good to know that I made it through without smoking.  I thank my family for that.  None of them smoke, except for my brother and his wife, they chain smoke. We visited them for a few hours at their home while we were away.  Truth be told, it kind of grossed me out...the smell on their clothes, in their house.  Didn't seem normal to me.  Who I am to criticize, right?  I heard someone say that it gets a little hard at 3 weeks, yes it does.  I will keep going though.  I am feeling good.  I never will go back to that...

have a beautiful day Exer's!  You inspire me!

Mari