It never bothered me when it was my birthday and it just makes me feel great today knowing I made it this far.
If you all knew all that was going on in my life right now you would be shocked that I have done so well. I surprise myself.
My dream last night was that I was jogging in a resort area. I wanted to meet some people later that night. I knew we would be out and about. I stopped in a gift shop, bragged on how I was not smoking but purchased two packs of ciggerettes. I put them in my pocket and kept on jogging. In my mind I thought I would want to smoke later that night and if I was going to smoke I guess I was going to really do a lot of it!. I don't take dreams to heart because I rarely even remember them. My best friend told me what she thought my dream meant. The best part is that I was not planning on smoking.[ Draft ]
