Never thought I would be here

[tlf]

Good Morning!  Happy Sunday!  I set my quit date two weeks ago and I  just found this page.  Thirteen years ago I quit smoking using the American Lung Association online cessation page.  They now charge!    So how did I get here?  It probably all started five years ago.  My father passed away first, then the following year my son was in all kinds of trouble, then my sister was diagnosed with Ovarian cancer and then two months later I was diagnosed with cancer (and she's smoking again????), then I get well but my husband leaves me and then my sister passed.  Whew!  So I was at a party in May still stressing and said, I'll just smoke 1 cigarette.  And here I am where I thought I would never be.  I quit cold turkey last time but I don't know about this time.  Thanks for listening.