Update

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Hi been a few days life been crazy busy and fighting pneumonia which involved an ER visit putting me on 24/7 oxygen temporily until I see pulmonary doctor tomorrow. I tell myself that God doesn't give more than we can handle but sometmes thinks he is way overestimating me. I know he will get me through and this too shall pass. Well been running back in forth with counseling appts with Meagan in the Gaurdian home and now taking her to therapy and undergoing further evaluations on the outside of the home.  If all goes well hopefully Meagan will be home sometime next week. Have to say the stress has been over the top which makes this addiction dude in my brain scream at me. I will say the sore throat, hacking and coughing tells me different about smoking.  I really cant believe I used to smoke feeing this horrible.  I am hanging in and staying strong with 104 days smoke free. Thanks to all for your love and support.